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How come when things are rock bottom and things are terrible is when i actually feel comfertable, i feel no pressure to please everyone. People who are there for me now I know are the ones who actaully care about me and thats all that really matters. Knowing i can royally screw up and people will still love me.
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[January 9th, 3:01pm] |
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I'm happy with not having a daily routine, like i used to. I'm glad each day i wake up and i do not know what to expect.
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[December 20th, 9:12pm] |
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I love good days, happy days.
I love being my old happy self.<3
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[October 11th, 9:10pm] |
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I was going to sleep then little boy came into my room and i had to try to capture how cute he is and how happy this little boy can make me. I would do anything for him. Oh and notice the brusies and dog bites above his eye and there are more under that you cant see due to his ignorant mother.
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[October 10th, 3:10pm] |
I never plan ahead and wear hooker heels on tuesdays.
why not wensdays, i dont have dance on wensdays. i need to plan better next time.
& i figured out why my mom seems insane.
and i cant blame her for it, i dont agree with her at all but at least i understand now.
she deserves alot more than i give her, and i need to stop being so selfish and looking at things from my point of view.
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[September 15th, 10:09pm] |
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 dancewithme.
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[August 28th, 12:08pm] |
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Ok I am ready to like settle things with him. No more bashing him, no more hateing him. Because the truth is i used to love him and probably no matter what will always at least a little becasue he was my first love. I'm happy it's over, it really should have ended sooner but what can you do. I made a last attempt to reach him and instead of screaming profanities into a phone... i jsut explained that things between us should be settled. What a waste of a year and half if we endup hating each other. I'm in no way saying lets be friends... just okay with each other and not want to kill each other. Oh well if he denys this, haha all hell will be let lose.
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[April 8th, 1:04pm] |
Ainge knows i got drunk and made out with matt.
ha.
he wasnt very happy to say the least.
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[March 30th, 12:03am] |
well hey i talked to ainge
he wants me back heh.
thought so....
but i still want him as a friend cause he knows me better than anyone else but rite now the whole going out thing isnt workign for me lol.
heh.
time to experince new things.
=]
like gettign drunk with my ebst friends <3
and going treausre hunting with brock.
=]
haha.
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[March 29th, 2:03pm] |
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YAY
today i went up to ainge and asked him nicely to tell me hes like no
so i went back and bitched him the fuck out.
he wouldnt tell me face to face that he fucked alexis
and he finally did adn i hope it wa sthe hardest thing for him to do.
Oh and i also hope he gets his ass kicked by her BOYFRIEND
and if you rwondering no i do not want to kick her ass... more like i wanna kick his ass.
Its just so disrespectful
to go adn do that....
its okay ill get a nice boy that i deserve.
he discusts me....
but enoiugh about him serisouly.
Im so incredibly happy now tho ....
like you have no idea.
i need to celebrate <3
i can offically say im over him.
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[March 28th, 9:03pm] |
i fucking ahte sluts
and people who say they love you and really dont
meaning alexis and ainge.
fucking bastards...
you cant even begin to comprehend.
oh and dont you feel like an ass now that you know that my brothers gf also left him and took the baby and i was already upset about that so i might never see christen again.
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[March 28th, 2:03pm] |
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Each day it gets better.
Im starting to think he was right.
im glad he did this im to young to be so wrapped up in such a serious realtionship ... although his motavies are probably difernt from mine... im ready for this.
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[March 6th, 11:03pm] |
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Gosh.
Im sleepy.
Goodnite.
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[February 26th, 11:02pm] |
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Ok so basically everything on my body is freezing rite now... and im to godamn lazy to check if the heat is on .... it prolly isnt.
Lets see my weekend was good i finally got off groundeing so people lets make plans. k! And i basically spent the weekend with aingeface cause i love him so much. Even tho he didnt wanna see me for 10 last mins. which made me sad... but idc now cause i jsut lovers him even when i annoy him so much hes still loves me.
HAHA i ahd subway a total of like 2350350854630683450834 times this past weekend. Really bad craving for it constantly!! not kididng at all ..the sweet onion chicken teryaki sub OMG .... i want it.
i bought a lace shirt thats skanky but pretty so i have ot wear a black tank under it. You needed to know this.
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